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How God views us isn’t the same as what we see.

Through alcoholism, self-worth defects, suicidal thoughts (and an attempt in 2018), emotional abuse mixed and fueled by a lifetime of running with all around jacked-up ’ness?  I spiraled and spiraled hard. God started to break down every facet of my life that I had fabricated. As all hell broke loose, and my world was crumbling- I began a journey to a deeper relationship. During my earthly tragedy and comedy- often self-induced dramas, He began to piece it all back together one day at a time.  All it took was a half case of beer, a mental breakdown and one solemn prayer of “Fine. F@€k it God. I’m tired. I’m tired of Casey always having a plan- whatever you’re trying to do? Let’s do it.” A complete surrendering of mind, body and spirit. 

Far too long, and often, we view ourselves in a light very different from that of our Creator. Though the history of “man”, better known as influenced religion, will have us believe unobtainable standards have been placed upon each of us; those standards contradict the very hope found in the love of Jesus Christ. For a better part of my life (and come to learn the same of friends), I burdened myself trying to hold true to an unobtainable bar, a bar that I was coached to believe was what God required of me.  

This podcast is aimed toward exploring a side of God and His perfect process few choose to acknowledge and speak of- the REAL side of it; the raw side of it; the heartbreaking character changes of a relationship not being shadowed by a man-made stipulation(s).  In short? Real people with real problems need a relationship with a real God. 

Sometimes, against all odds- we must see beyond our physical sight, seeking to see what He sees, and just do the damn show!

-Casey